my little man

::miracle::

a surprising and welcome event that is not explicable by natural or scientific laws and is considered to be divine

on june 10, it was exactly a year from the day we found out we were pregnant with bennett.

its so strange to experience the process from the start... until now. to think that each week, as my belly grew, it was him in there developing and getting bigger. i know that sounds like a game of stating the obvious.. but its truly a miracle if you really think about it!! he was in there for so long and i loved feeling him move around. i wont say that i looooved being pregnant, i didnt not love it either (until the end... if you get to 41.5 weeks... its miserable no matter what anyone tells you)!!

i just think back to that day that we found out.. we didnt know anything about him or even if he was a boy or a girl, but we loved him so much already. i will never forget the first time i saw him. i was so out of it and on way to many pain meds but the memory is more clear than anything else in my mind, and always will be. from that part on, the only way to describe it to someone that doesnt have children, is that you feel like your heart is outside of your body..

i love that little man and i pray everyday for his health and happiness. i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him as my son!